Life.

I don’t mean to vent all my problems on tumblr because if i’m honest i don’t want attention.

Just seems like Everything is awful and going wrong for me.
Everything is against me & i can’t seem to do anything right.
Everyone i care about i piss off by mistake.
The one person who i love doesn’t know if she wants me anymore.
I’m working a job i hate and makes me want to commit suicide because i hate it so fucking much.
I just can’t seem to be happy anymore.
Nothing makes me smile not music not xbox not driving nothing at all.
Only her, And she the one who doesn’t know if she wants me anymore because i keep making stupid mistakes.
Fuck work, Fuck this shitty life i’ve got. seriously.
I think i feel so low because of all the people who have got so much and they take it for granted. Like people in bands and people who are ‘youtube famous’ and stuff.  they have to do just be creative and get paid for it.  i’d kill to be one of those people. However i think my life is doomed to mediocrity and not having alot of money ever and always feeling like shit & as of late being alone.

I just wish for one day, One single fucking day! everything went right for me :’(
I hate this and i’m not sure how much more i can take.